you have taken away my heart and soul
and left everything so bleak and cold.
i cry into my pillow every night,
as if that will change anything or make it all right.
i go on with my life but i'm not really there
someone else walks around in my body because my souls too scared
oh how i want my life back, to do the things i used to do,
but i know that that will never be and it all because of you.
i feel you in my body every time i think
i hate that you live inside me and i desperatly want an escape.
people run on with their busy lives to preoccupied to see
the sadness, guilt and lonelyness that has now become me.
i hope you die a bitter death and then i hope you go to hell,
because only when that happens will my heart and soul be well.
By Robin 21st December 1998
Last updated 22nd June 1999